So everyone... Long time no blog, but I've been away from the internet for awhile.  Not by choice, but it's quite liberating nonetheless.  So, I have a chance to get on here real quick, so I'm on here to update real quick.

  Big moving day is Wednesday... We'll officially have our apt. in a couple of hours though.  It's pretty great.  Been working 40+ hours a week, so I've been pretty busy.  Trying to get a morning job to cover expenses right now though.  And, a little of this and that here and there, but I have to get off of here and eat soon.  My birthday's next month, and anyone that wants to get ahold of me, and doesn't have my number, ask and next time I get on here you can have it.

  Bye for now guys, have a wonderful day, and have them continuously until next time, when you can have an even better day because I'm great and I can do that to people.  :-)

  Work today was fantastic. I was scheduled out at 7:30, but that's just rediculous if you're going to do everything you've got to do... Plus we had a bit of a late rush that I was a bit worried about. But, I was off the clock by 8:20. Go me! I think that's probably the earliest I've been done on my own, except the once that I got overtime, even though I was only there for like 2 hours. So, I'm feeling fantastic. Hopefully I can keep that up so I can get my team leader status soon. I'm on the hot bars tomorrow on my own tomorrow, so hopefully I'll survive that one.
  I was feeling a little sleepy, and now I don't know if I am or not really anymore, so I may or may not go to sleep soon. I'm bored as fuck right now. Nothing to do, no one around... The only sound at all in the house is the sound of typing and MSI. Why? Well, because without MSI I'd probably throw myself out of a window because of the boredom I'm barely withstanding right now. I swear, this is serious... I never get this bored. Ever. I'm easily entertained, so this is crazy. But I'll be alright, maybe I'll go watch some cartoons or something.
  But, I think Imma stop writing, because I'm not writing about anything except for how bored I am, which is boring.  Best wishes to everyone for this boring, boring night.

  Well, Sarah and I did get Friday off.  Austin joined me in the kitchen for about an hour and a half tonight, and he'll be getting trained on Wednesday so he'll be more prepared for Fri.  Good stuff.  So, we'll be making it to that concert.  Along with several people at work apparently, who are all Tom Petty fans or something.  Fine by me though.
  I slept in today... Quite possibly the lastest I've ever slept in without waking up since before Josh was born.  And although I was woken by the phone, that's alright.  I appreciated the call very much, and I had to get up and get ready for work anyway.  I miss my little Joshua.  It's been two days since I saw him last.  I've never gone this long without seeing him, and I miss him terribly.  He'll be home in the morning, and I probably won't be able to enjoy it because I'll be so tired.  But honestly, it was worth it to stay up so late.  I've never enjoyed myself so much at a vp in my life.
  A few notes before I go... Cody, you are bunches of fun.  Bunches and bunches.  And your plan for moving sounds good to me, although I don't think Sarah would like it much.    ... and of course, there will be room for your picture.  I tell ya what, I told Sarah what you were saying that day, about how you didn't want to be responsible for any injuries... I think both of us had the laughs of our lives that day.  Good times, good times.
  But I'm gonna head off to sleep, mostly due to the fact that I can't keep my eyes open much longer.  Have a spectacular day everybody... I've been having some pretty good ones myself, and if I can do it, anyone can. 

  Well, Sarah and I have found an apartment.  We finished up the paperwork yesterday, and we'll be hearing back about it soon.  Details will be released as they are available and whatnot.  We're getting pretty excited now.  Things got all girly-fied as we talked about how we were going to decorate.  We are dorks, and that's alright.
  So, I asked for a day off for a concert I want to go to, and so did Sarah, so we could go together... It was approved for both of us, and then I heard rumor that they plan to have me training either her or another guy I work with, Austin, back in my area.  This week was the last for the other night salad cook.  Basically, I got to get excited about it, and then they plan to rip it away.  *sigh*  I guess that's how they work up there.  I'll figure out exactly what's going on tonight at work.
  At work last night, Country decides to get all smartass-like and flip me with a towel.  Now, the outside of it is starting to bruise, but the majority of it is still just a huge welt.  It nearly broke skin.  Now, these days I'm not one to whine a lot, but I am complaining now, just because of how gruesome it was.  I think I dealt with it pretty well for as much as it hurt.  And, he apologized for it immensely, so I guess I have to forgive him.  It's all good, it wasn't *that* bad.  Could've been worse, could've gotten pushed into a fryer or something.
  But other than a stitch here and there, things have been quite alright.  I'm feeling much better than I have felt for the past little while.  I've had a few wonderful days now, with hopefully many more to follow.  I'm gonna go lounge around the house for a bit because I'm exhausted, but I have completed my objective of writing a bit today.  I hope today is as wonderful for everyone as it'll hopefully be for me.  :-)

  So, I'm in another writing mood.  I don't know why I've been like this so much.  I want to write forever and ever, but I can't, because then everyone would stop caring about what I have to say, and then I'd be sad.  But it's all good for now.
  I'm in an alright mood.  Not quite as good as when I first got home tonight, but not as bad as before I left, so I'm doing okay.  I wish I had some alcohol stashed so I could drink until I can't remember what is stressing me out.  I wish I would've been able to go through all of this at my own pace, but I guess I've gotta do that whole "turning lemons into lemonade" crap and hope that everything goes well.
  I'm still incapable of crying.  I'm going to try to force myself tonight again, but I'm sure it'll probably be to no avail tonight too.  I was close earlier, with all the stress I've been under and I've been getting bitched at non-stop about stupid shit.  It's almost more than I can handle.  But, no crying occurred.  I think my emotional vunerability has been completely shutdown.
  I think a bit of what's been bothering me deep down... I've never really had time since I was around 15 that my everything didn't revolve around a guy.  I don't think I've really had a break that lasted more than a few months in between.  Although it's nice, because I get to take this time to worry about more important things, but maybe that's why I feel like I have that gap there.  I'll get used to it, this is what I wanted, I just miss the little things.  That's pretty much what has sucked me out of all the other times I said I was going to spend time on me too.  I think I'm at the point now where I'll make the right decisions though.
  God, I miss human contact with people other than my coworkers.  Cody, thanks for the call... That did help with my "feeling distant" thing a bit, and yes, we will do a roadtrip one day.  It sounds delightful. 
  But, I guess I'm starting a new thing... Jogging with Steve at night every once in awhile, and apparently tonight is the first night I'm going, so I've gotta get ready for that and keep an eye out for him... He hasn't been out to my house since the last time I moved so I've gotta make sure that he sees the place and whatnot.  *Woo!* More working out.  Hopefully this will help the stress a little more.
  I'll catch everyone later, I may get on sometime tomorrow and write again... Who knows how tomorrow will go.  I don't even know if I'm working or not, just because I know they'll want to call me in.  But goodnight and good day for tomorrow everybody!  *HUGS*